Fasting Begins *Update*

So, I have been up ALL day. Should be fun trying to stay up tonight. Gotta call in still, but prefer to do it later, closer to my shift start so it doesn't seem so ...well planned. lol I am a bit annoyed now though. I called H&R Block and this year, for some reason, Revenue Canada isn't posting T5s online so they can't view them like normal. So, once I get a bit of energy in me, I'm doing another search around my room for the fucking things. Work might be able to get me another T4, though still haven't heard back on that yet. Hopefully by tomorrow night, but if I can't find them still I gotta call OW and see if they can get me another copy ASAP. K keeps going on that it'll take weeks cuz they don't keep that stuff on file, but I'm sure they do or it won't take more than a couple days if anything but she knows all of course *rolls eyes*

Anywhoo, I just finished eating some fake chicken strips and homemade hummus. I've had just a little over 1000 cals today in total. Had two bananas before I left this morning to do groceries, a 100cal pack of yogurt covered pretzels as a snack while doing groceries. Two of these 50cal fruit snack things I bought, two eggs with a slice of cheese on each, and then the chickn and hummus. Did a lot of walking today too though, and a bit with quite some weight from the groceries.

I am so fucking tired, this sucks lol I bought a sugar free Red Bull for later on. I just hope I can stay up until at least like 3am. I'm not yet sure what all I'm gunna do though to stay awake as I'd love to just lay down now, but I know that'd be stupid. I don't think J works tonight, which kinda sucks cuz I had thought of dying my hair when K went with him, but he did mention about her going with him tonight, so not sure. Either he starts later, or I'm not sure cuz they went for a walk a little while ago, when he normally left around this time to go get his truck hooked up and shit. We shall see I suppose. Probably won't have the energy by that point to do it anyway lol I had also wanted to clean the rat cage and change my sheets and stuff, but K has pretty well claimed the washer for the night since she never remembers or gets too lazy halfway through to finish more than one load, so that's pretty well out of the question. I did re-start my Animal Crossing game though, so might play some of it again later on. Only so much you can do in it really though. I just hope I find something to keep me awake.

Been chatting a bit with hubby this afternoon. Nothing really wonderful or insightful or much, though said something about possibly calling me to talk on the phone for a while...though not too sure what we'll talk about really. Gotta call mom around 7-8pm tonight. She's still not doing too well and I slept through when I was suppose to call her last night. If I didn't like nights so much, I'd hate them sometimes lol

Gunna head off for now and try and find something to do. Will probably update later though.

9:45pm

Ugh....I'm dying...My stomach is revolting and not even from the lack of food...just from trying to stay awake. My entire body feels like SHIT right now and I don't see me being able to stay up much longer....FML I haven't eaten anything, not even hungry, but K and I went and grabbed Timmy's so I've had a little over half an ice coffee with flavour shots. I don't think I'll be finishing it sadly...It's not sitting too well right now, so that sugar free Red Bull will be saved for work tomorrow night I guess.

So, there's a big fire raging not far from us. The marsh by the highway has been on fire for at least a couple hours now. That's the main reason we went for a drive, to go see it. I can't imagine the houses by it, I'd lose my mind if I lived there as this happens almost every year. Namely people set it on fire, and because of how dry everything gets it just runs wild.....There's already a youtube vid or two of it from people that pulled over on the highway....



Anywhoo, I am probably going offline soon. I am hoping I can stay awake watching season one Walking Dead, but we shall see. If I do fall asleep, here's hoping it's only for a couple hours, enough to refresh me enough to stay up a bit later....Talked to hubby for a bit, but he seems distant with me...lovely...Night all.